>>> what is in store???..... I cannot take any more! hahah.. dumb rhymes for the 4th day of detoxing..
Ok so I made it through day 4.. which was a bit of a challenge..
I went to a World Cup Party where I saw a bunch of old friends I used to play soccer with.. ;) Really glad to see them.. was surrounded by A LOT of tasty foods though & the only thing I could eat there were some cherries so.. guess whatttt I ATE SOME DAMN CHERRIES...
There were a lot of foods that looked delicious..& my friend Kim made some cool cupcakes w/ sugar soccer balls on top... I didn't take a bite.
I just held one in my hand & admired the way they looked.
Later I had to work at a venue in the city.. beers/ drinks all around but .. NOPE.. sober me had a ton of water. .. I went to whole foods again today.. so far I have been having Kombucha tea every day.. what else...the mixes w/ spinach noodles & this thing with peas..etc. I ate a banana & apple today... I mean that pretty much sums up day 4.. no need to go into so much detail like the last few blogs ha. I had to eat cashews again today though..it was the only thing I could eat from this store (when I was about to hop on a train) & I was starving at that point.
just got back.. it's like 3am.. I finally am doing step 3 of the detox.. idk if it matters..they just said "in the evening..take this.." They probably didn't mean 3 AM.. this is almost MORNING for some people. O well. I feel like I am in a different time zone.
>>>I want this to be educational somehow..rather than me just explaining to the world what I ate today! haha it is like.. who cares.. really. no one. I guess I am not learning much except it makes you more aware of how much shit food is out there... honestly so much is processed.. I mean we know this already though... but try going out to the store with the mentality... "I can only eat raw whole foods.. NOTHING processed... " .. & let me know the percentage of food you were able to consume.
it is mind boggling to me.
no wonder.
Also you really do start to miss the things you are used to having every day.. that you somehow find a way to resort back to it.. for example how I am constantly eating nuts 'cos well I always liked to eat them.. basically it is difficult to completely change all your habits at once.. so you find ways to make it easier on yourself. And for those things that I just really can't have.. you smell them in.. and pretend to eat them. It is odd but you can almost remember if you concentrate..remember the taste of the food & picture yourself eating it as if you ate it.
When I was younger I wondered would my body then think I actually ate it.. and act as if it did??
ha. strange to think about.
Coffee though.. I am craving.. again.. I just want to be shaking.. I want that caffeine feeling.. I feel drained at times.. though I feel cleaner and more refreshed by doing this.. it is an opposing contrary ha!
ok I wrote an essay.. I guess when I write I like to just keep writing... whatever comes to mind..
I want this journey here to be a lesson though..so I hope we all are learning something at least.
ignore words that don't make sense. I need sleep. ha! goodnight.
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